I'm feeling downer than I ever had
trying so hard to stay grounded
why was it so damn hard
only later I found I was underground
pushing myself down deeper and deeper
sometimes shit happens
and unrequited love sucks
it really sucks balls
I guess I got to rise above it
but I can't forget
that feeling in the pit of my stomach
feelings like that are so hard to stomach
Feel like the Bee Gees trying to stay alive
how longs it been now 4 years 5?
And I'm 18 now an adult
so why do I feel like such a dolt
I'm not depressed or wasn't before
but theres a sadness growing more and more
but it makes me feel so alive this vibe
that I get, heaven sent, but the devil got to it
while it was coming down
I guess he's awful happy now
I can't take it much longer
this poem that is
so much for that.
deep... definitely feeling your blog!
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